thoughts while listening to bush live over cnn i'm beginning to think that somehow, we meet the people we meet to learn a lesson and eventually lead on to our separate paths. it's nice to know that i still learn from some friends i have since i was five. but it's sad that the deeper and shorter friednships i've had seems to reached that fork of separation.

it is so predicatable: one will dare make the move, one will start the awkward conversation of semi-casualness until the awkwardness takes over. somehow, i don't want the friendship to return. maybe i've already learned the lesson needed to be learned. now, it's time to move one. even if we want to, it'll take one day at a time, but that's a luxury we both can't take.
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